Tuesday, June 28, 2016

The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald (Spoiler, it is actually a horror story)

I first read The Great Gatsby when I was 15 for school. I did not think I would find such a book entertaining. Although I liked classics, I preferred Jane Austen, and this did not sound close to that type of novel. I was surprised to not only be captivated so much by the story but to finish it all in one sitting. The story of a man so in love with a woman who, while she loved him, was ultimately quite selfish fascinated me. And the unexpected, tragic ending made the story all the more interesting and memorable.  A couple of years later when I was 17 my family moved and the school I was enrolled in happened to read Gatsby during Junior year. So for the second time in my life, also for school, I read the novel. The course work focused more on details, especially the use of color, throughout the novel and I was able to see the work in a more academic light. I understood more deeply how wonderful of a novelist Fitzgerald was. The Great Gatsby became one of my favorite books. It was in that class I watched my first film version, the 2000 version with Paul Rudd as Nick Carraway. While I did not love the movie, it was interesting to see a book come to life in such a perfect way on film, as this so rarely happens. But the story seemed to translate well, even if it could have been an aesthetically better film.  Luckily, a better film was made only a few years later.

When I was 19, the Baz Luhrmann directed version of the film was released. My favorite actress played Daisy, Leo DiCaprio played Gatsby, Tobey McGuire played Nick (which is perfect because I dislike Nick as a character and Tobey is not a favorite actor of mine). Overall the casting was spot on. Luhrmann was a wonderful choice to direct such a huge film, especially the party scenes. My only concern was that Jay-Z was in charge of the music, and all of it was modern. I reread the novel before the film came out and again was swept into the romance of Gatsby and Daisy. When I saw the film I was even more in love. The soundtrack was actually perfect. It allowed for modern audiences to ground themselves in the 1920s and really feel the energy of that time. Party music from the 20s probably would not evoke the same feeling now, but party music from now over scenes from the 20s would. I cannot speak highly enough of this film. But I have digressed....

Over the weekend I reread The Great Gatsby much like I had the first time, all in one sitting. I chose it as my "book that takes place during summer" for mine and my husband's reading challenge. It has been three years since the last time I read the novel. A lot has happened in my life since then and I was surprised to see how the shape of this story changed through my new eyes. But I realized that while The Great Gatsby may be a good novel about class differences and nouveau riche and old, and it may be a good love story, and a good example of that time period; The Great Gatsby is actually a horror story. 

Let me explain: The first time one reads this novel, you are swept up in the parties and love story, so when Gatsby dies you are sad but that is all. The following times you might focus on the love story, and still be saddened by the end, but perhaps hoping this time Gatsby will live. However, reading it now and knowing Gatsby dies, and there is nothing I can do to save him, I was dreading the end the entire time. As I read each scene where there was a party it just seemed like an overly obvious way to cover up the horrific tragedy of the finale. The lies Gatsby tells, the rumors that swirl about his shady past and identity, all of these suddenly were screaming clues that the inevitable end of this novel was Gatsby's death. Gatsby in and of himself seemed haunted by his love of Daisy. Reading it this time I saw him as nothing more than a ghost, a man already dead whose last chance at life was Daisy's requited love. I realized that even if he was not unfairly shot by Wilson, who was under the incorrect impression that Gatsby was his wife's lover, the end of the novel would probably still have culminated in Gatsby's suicide. 

This time around I noticed more sentences that spoke about the American way of life and commented on society and the human condition. I don't know how they escaped me in the past but suddenly I was reading a novel with great depth of thought, not just plot. A novel full of the depravity of life and the emptiness of hot summer days and money. Gatsby never belonged in that world and yet there he was. I am still processing this new realization. I am sure my next read of this novel, because I know it is one I will revisit often in my life, will provide even further insight to this new concept. For now know that The Great Gatsby is a wonderful novel. If you have not read it, go do so now (and I apologize for putting ideas in your head beforehand, it is a novel read best when you know nothing about it); if you have read it, go reread it and let me know how it has changed for you. Do you dread the party scenes as much as I? 

"They were careless people, Tom and Daisy- they smashed up things and creatures and then retreated back into their money or their vast carelessness, or whatever it was that kept them together, and let other people clean up the mess they had made..."

Saturday, June 25, 2016

Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury

I am ashamed to say that until now I have read nothing by Ray Bradbury. But I am proud to say this was my first Bradbury novel.

I read Fahrenheit 451 in two sittings, one small burst and one long one. Both times I had to take a nap. I don't know if the napping is related, but the book does have a heaviness to it. A lingering panic that creeps around the edges of the plot and exhausts you. I was happy to have finished the book but I was not happy because of the book. In fact this novel left me feeling quite depressed. I was depressed because so many elements of Bradbury's world mirror our own, because even though this cautionary tale is over 60 years old I see a similar pattern, and most of all I was depressed because no one had ever made me read this book. And yet I felt like this should be required reading. (I know in most places it is but it never was for me, sadly).

The main character of Guy Montag is not exactly likeable. I am still not sure whether Bradbury intended for the reader to like Montag or not or if it even mattered. What mattered was that Montag moved the plot along wonderfully.  This is not a novel you read for the characters, although the characters are necessary, this is a novel you read for the society. And if you pay close attention to every element Bradbury paints into the background, you will see the world is our world. Maybe not now, but definitely in the future. It is a world where people self medicate so regularly they unintentionally commit suicide. Where they are so far in doubt about their unhappiness that they believe life is perfect, so long as the entertainment stays on. A world where entertainment via all immersive television is the main source of pleasure and time spent. Books are not only burned but their initial existence questioned because they don't have to do with real people. And yet, these people do not care about the others around them. Death is nothing, a shrug of the shoulders. No one discusses ideas or thinks anymore because all of their time is spent having ideas and opinions shoved into their head by entertainment.

All of this so deeply echos of this information age. The iPhone era. Social media and all that jazz has more often hindered interaction than helped it. Bookstores are closing. Two hour Amazon delivery exists. Are we heading into our own version of Fahrenheit 451? Only reading the novel, will ironically and appropriately, help you form your own opinion on that matter. There are few books I think should be required reading, but this is one of them.

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Hello Summer!

Hi there! It has been a while since I have posted so I just wanted to do a quick update. I promise a new post is coming soon!! I have been bad about sitting and reading lately. Don't worry, I am always reading. I just haven't been great about committing to sitting and finishing a novel.

I did get about a quarter of the way through The Lacuna by Barbara Kingsolver but was somewhat bored. I did not hate it and perhaps one day I will revisit it, but for now I returned it to my bookshelf. I am very behind on my Harry Potter challenge. My reading partner has already finished Book 5 but I have yet to start it, so that is high up on my list. I started Absolution Gap by Alastair Reynolds but haven't made a real dent in it yet. And then Neil Gaiman's new book, The View From the Cheap Seats, came out and so I dropped everything to begin reading that. Thus I am now in the middle of two books and really need to begin a third and I get another Audible credit this week.

What does that long list mean to you?

It means that hopefully starting by the end of this week or beginning of next, I will begin to have reviews on all of the books mentioned above. Probably Neil Gaiman first, if I am being honest, because he is my reading crack and I adore him. I have a goal of reading 52 books this year and am currently at 23. So I need to focus this summer and read away! The difficult part is that many of these books need to somehow count for the reading challenge I am doing with my husband. So sometimes I have trouble because a book I am dying to read won't count for the challenge. Who knew reading could be so hard?!

Really though, I want to thank you for reading my blog and ask you to not give up on me. I want to stay consistent with reading AND posting, so give me a few days and I'll be back at it. Happy Summer!

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Ready Player One by Ernest Cline *spoiler warning*

Original Fan Poster by Harlan Elam @harlanelam on Twitter
I only recently heard about Ready Player One, but once I heard of it I started seeing it everywhere. I took this as a sign form the Book Gods that this was a book I needed to read soon. My husband and I got it for our April Audible download and he zipped through it. I did not start it until last week. I listened to it in 3 chunks. The first night I listened to half of the 15 hours. It was just so good!

Let me start this by saying that I finally am thankful to my father for what I previously considered useless knowledge of 80s pop culture. Thanks to him I actually knew and geeked out over the many, seemingly random, tidbits of 80s music, movies, and games mentioned throughout this novel. That made me feel pretty cool.

I did not grow up in the 80s but still have an appreciation for that decade in my own way. Ready Player One actually takes place in the future but most of the world is plugged into a virtual reality game called the OASIS. Much of the Oasis is inspired by 80s pop culture because the creator grew up during that time. When the creator, James Halliday, dies he leaves a video stating that hidden within the game is an Easter Egg. Whoever finds this easter egg will win a huge prize. I loved the nod to Willy Wonka with this plotline.

The main character, Wade, or Percival as he is known in Oasis, is someone I immediately liked. He was not annoying like I anticipated. I worried that since he is a know it all to an extent that after a few chapters I would end up hating him, but I just kept on enjoying Percival. Art3mis is my next favorite character. I enjoyed her badass-independent woman vibe. Us gamer girls need good representation and Ernest Cline gave us that. He did so as well with an unexpected twist when the reader finds out that Aech is actually a girl, and a lesbian at that. My inner womamly sisterhood did a dance when I read that scene.

What I loved most about Ready Player One, aside from the fact that it was basically one big nergasm, was that Ernest Cline takes the reader on such a journey. I began the novel thinking it would be lame and predictable. Guy wins contest, guy gets girl, nothing exciting happens, the end. And...that is what happens, except there is definitely excitement. By the time the climax happened it did not matter who got the egg, so long as IOI didn't. I got so involved in the whole world of Oasis that I just wanted the true fans and gamers to win the prize. And when the book ends on the boy gets girl scene, it did not feel cliche because Percival and Art3mis had been through so much I just wanted them to be together. Even the tiny bit of cliche-ness felt more like a nod to classic 80s films than a cop out ending.

Overall, Ready Player One was a very textured novel, dealing with themes of reality, creativity, nostalgia, where we come from, and what defines who we are. I am sad that I listened to this as an audiobook, but it has just convinced me to go out and buy a physical copy to read again. This has become a Top 10 favorite. I am anxiously awaiting the film (directed by Spielberg) which I know will be amazing. And I went out yesterday to buy Cline's newest novel Armada. Both of his books are being turned into films and Cline is writing the screenplay for both, something else that I think is pretty awesome.

If you know and love anything about 80s pop culture, if you love gaming of all kinds, if you are a nerd of even the smallest kind...read this book. It might not change your life, but it will make you excited for life.

Friday, May 13, 2016

I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou

I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou is a book I have had for awhile but never actually sat down to read. While I was in bed last week I pulled it out because my husband and I are doing a 2016 Reading Challenge and "autobiography" is one of the categories. I did not know much about Maya before I began the book, other than having read some of her more popular poetry, so it was exciting to get to know her more through her first autobiography.

The book really took me out of my element and into a world I am not familiar with. I could not relate to much of what she went through, but what I loved was that Maya's writing made me still care about what she was going through. My heart broke when she described her sexual assault at a young age. I was elated when she got the job as a trolley conductor in San Francisco. And at the very end as she describes sleeping with her newborn son and having him cuddled up against her I melted. The most striking thing about this whole book is that Maya is, essentially, alone. So there is not really anyone else to root for and those people who are around are not the most likeable people, aside from maybe her brother.

Maya Angelou looks at her life and describes it in such a way it is difficult to believe you are reading a book about the person it is written by. For her to be able to really look at elements of her life in a social, as well as personal, context and relate them back to racism and sexism and ageism was profound. This book felt like not only a reflection on Maya Angelou's early life, but also an examination of the life of someone living in a world full of oppression. Most of all, this book is a lesson and a gift. I hope to soon continue reading through Maya Angelou's autobiographies.

Monday, May 9, 2016

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by JK Rowling

I told my whole Harry Potter life story here, so I am going to jump into this review. This is the first HP book I have not read all the way through as I always struggled to finish it. Once I got past the world cup this time I knew I'd complete the novel. I was actually surprised that I ended up loving this book as much as the third book!

I loved Hermione's obsession with saving house elves via S.P.E.W. (I've been scouring Etsy for spew pins because I need one!). I really enjoyed how much more in depth this novel was with Hogwarts education and how much more Sirius Black is in this book than in the fourth movie. The other schools were interesting to learn about, even if the knowledge was minimal. And of course I loved reading about the tasks of the Tri Wizard Tournament. The second task in the lake is my favorite, visually in the movie, and description in the book. (Although I hated that they changed who gave Harry the gillyweed. I always loved that Neville did it in the movie and even though I love Dobby, was kind of sad he was the one instead. Oh movie adaptations...sigh). I loved the Weasley's involvement in the book as well and also lamented the many scenes left out of the movie. Especially because the scene in the beginning when they come pick Harry up from the Dursley's was one of my favorite scenes I've read in any of the books so far!

I am really enjoying the unfolding of this world. Rowling has done a good job of pacing everything. Book 1, you meet everyone and get acquainted with wizarding customs. Book 2, expands on that a bit and the history of Hogwarts. Book 3, we see more of the world via Hogsmeade. Book 4, the world expands further and new schools are introduced. As a fellow writer I admire this slow and beautiful explanation of a world so vast I know Ms. Rowling hasn't written half of what is probably in her head. I can't wait to begin the fifth book as that is one I haven't even touched. Even though I have seen all of the films, there is still so much to be discovered in the novels that I am finding myself almost as excited as if I knew nothing about the series! Overall, The Prisoner of Azkaban is still my favorite, but The Goblet of Fire is a close second.

Friday, May 6, 2016

I Hate Fairyland by Skottie Young

This will be a shorter post, mostly because I read this graphic novel while hyped up on Vicodin after my miscarriage. Although I will say that the Vicodin probably enhanced this gory, fairy filed adventure. But kids, don't try that at home. In fact kids, don't read this graphic novel.

I Hate Fairyland is written and illustrated solely by Skottie Young, so from the get go he got points for being a double threat. This comic follows a girl named Gertrude who at a young age gets whisked off to fairyland...and gets stuck. Her decades spent among these colorful folk has filled her with a deep hatred of all things happy and fun. She gallivants across the land in search of a key to get her home with a fly as her partner. While on this decades-long quest she murders moons and massacres stars. She eats mushroom people and robs banks. It is a highly indecent and entirely hilarious take on the classic fairy tale dilemma of needing to go on a quest to return to one's home.

Even though I did not want to hate fairyland I came to see it through Gert's eyes and enjoyed her bloody romps through the various lands. She reminded me that not everything sugar coated and rainbow filled is fun 24/7 and exemplified the old phrase, "be careful what you wish for". This was the perfect thing for me to read after going through something so deeply horrible. It made me laugh and forget myself for a little while in a world not too dark but full of enough angst and evil to not feel like I was reading a Disney comic. If you like blood and fairies and destruction and comics, then go to the store and buy Volume One of I Hate Fairyland as soon as you can, but skip the Vicodin.